im sleepin all fuckin day, im tired & i miss my boo.

will is a dumb bitch so fuck him.
this nigga erik is hella thirsty

why cant niggas realize i only want him?


be safe thoe.
try to be original with ya costumes please. thnks.

pce.

MB = mickeyb.

today was blah chilled with my baby sister.

alyssa saniyah denise snowden
10.27.09 4pm.

i still havent gotten mine back, tf. im upset & i tried three times. feb 14 im switching to at&t. i cant take it, i only have 100 contacts i need the other 231.

smh. shit is blowing me.
im tired of askin "who is this" when people text me.



ughh.

saturday was my chill day with moms dukes, we went to breakfast and talked about shit, generally a good convo until she asked if i had sex with rodney. i mean you're not gonna not fuck after sitting on a cold ass bus for 10 hrs. feel me? she asked if we used protection, i lied and said yeah cause i woulda never heard the end of it had i said no. she'll be iite thoe.

lately my tits been hurtin & i've been tired but i cant eat all last weekend everything tasted awful as fuck so i skipped eating. i'm used to sleeping butterball nekkid with the heat on 80, now i gotta turn the shit down cause i'll wake up & be burning the fuck up. "/

i just want some dick & some hot wings with fries.
atomic would be nice.

<3

today is my little sisters baby shower.

<3

1. Intro
2. When I Rap
3. Spray Things
4. Check Check
5. Bread n Butter
6. All The Cities
7. Get The Doe
8. Obama For A Day
9. Attitude
10. Same Gang
11. To Philly
12. For The Money
13. Grindin
14. Let's Get It On 2009
15. Old To The New
16. Made Nigga
17. Handle The Whole Weight
18. Outro
19. So Romantic

click cover to download.

yesterday i was talking to my friend about her relationship problems, she said "how do you know, like really know when a nigga loves you."

she started bringing up all these quizzes & signs and some other bullshit. so i went on google and typed in her question to see the results.

1 he is trying to be friendly with your friends and is making an effort to know more about you on the excuse that his friend wants to know about you.

2 if he is busy chitchatting with his friends, but on your arrival at the spot, if he suddenly turns silent, then girly understand what's the indication.

3 while standing at a distance, he passes you a smile but when you are near, he doesn't look up.

4 he looks at you at frequent intervals, but when you look back, he takes his eyes off you.

5 if his behavior changes when you are around, then surely he is in love with you.

6 if he takes note of almost everything you say, that itself shows what you mean to him.

7 he looks up straight into your eyes and while he is talking to you, there is a shine in his eyes.

8 he is good to all but the way he treats you, there is something special about it.

9 if he complements you by saying that you smell good.

10 if you notice his friends staring at you, that means he talks about you with his friends.

all that sounds like some bullshit kiddy crush, number nine blew me. "if he complements you by saying that you smell good." im guessing its safe to assume every man that says you smell good is now inlove with you. & ten if his friends stare at you he couldve said this bitch is a jump off not oooh i love her.

i always say "DONT ASK QUESTIONS YOU DONT ALEADY KNOW THE ANSWER TO OR YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER TO" pertaining to situations like this. you'll psych yaself out & one of two things will happen you'll be dissappointed or you'll reconfirm what you already knew.

but, the best way to find out if he loves you is to simply

ASK HIM

save yaself the surveys and heartache.

katrice: congrats, I know you must be excited about the little one.
mickey: excuse me?
katrice: I thought you was pregnant that's why I said congrats.
mickey: i never said that.

that pissed me the hell off, mainly because it was posted directly on twitter. what if i didnt want anyone to know?

SMMFH.

so yesterday i randomly start spotting. which is odd for me when i normally get my period its not light, specially the first day. i was thinkin to just wait it out but, angie told me i should see a doctor. so today im takin myself to the emergency room, i dont have time to explain to moms dukes that i may or may not be pregnant.

reading all these articles is maddening, they are no real help all they say is M I S C A R R I A G E like the fuck, what if thats not what it is? ughhh plus i definitely need to know exactly whats goin on so i know whether or not i need to include rodney. i dont wanna worry him when its not necassary. yenno?

anyways im tired now, toodles

btw papers by usher sucks ass.

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what is breast cancer ?

Breast cancer is a type of cancer where cells in the breast divide and grow without normal control. About 85 percent of breast cancers begin in the  mammary ducts . However, some tumors can be aggressive, and grow much more rapidly.

It is important to understand the difference between invasive cancer and ductal carcinoma in situ (kar-sin-O-ma in SY-too). These are discussed below and you can find more in the  Diagnosis and Treatment sections.

Invasive Breast Cancer

Invasive breast cancer occurs when abnormal cells from inside the lobules or ducts break out into nearby breast tissue. This allows the cancer cells to spread to the lymph nodes and, in advanced stages, to organs like the liver, lungs and bones in a process called metastasis .

Breast cancer may grow from a tiny tumor to a larger one, later traveling to nearby lymph nodes, then distant ones. Finally, it may spread in other parts of the body. Cancer cells can also travel from the breast through the blood and  lymphatic system  early in the process when the tumor is small [ 4 ].

Ductal Carcinoma in Situ (DCIS, non-invasive breast cancer)   

When abnormal cells grow inside the milk ducts, but have not spread to nearby tissue or beyond, the condition is called  ductal carcinoma in situ (DCIS). The term "in situ" means "in place". With DCIS, the abnormal cells are still "in place" inside the ducts. DCIS is a non-invasive breast cancer (you may also hear the term “pre-invasive breast carcinoma”). Although the abnormal cells have not spread to tissues outside the ducts, they can develop into invasive cancer. For more on DCIS and risk of invasive breast cancer, visit the  Risk Factors section. For treatment information, visit  Ductal Carcinoma in Situ .

Both men and women can get breast cancer.


via komen.org

 ”I ain’t the hottest nigga out
Got that fire though
You gonna have to put your hottest nigga out.”
-Lupe Fiasco

just a snippet of the convo i had w. hb.

hb: so like....
mickey: like....
hb: i was on that ratchet shit called crushspot
hb: and i was peepin ur shit
mickey: right, right.
hb: and then i seen like.....i couldnt comment
hb: so as i made my way to snoopin your lil social links
hb: i had seen like...
hb: u was from ohio
hb: and then i said well damn this ho deserves a cookie
hb: :)


^_^

we're LASERS



TO EVERY MAN, WOMAN & CHILD WE WANT AN END TO THE GLAMORIZATION OF NEGATIVITY IN THE MEDIA | WE WANT AN END TO THE STATUS SYMBOLS DICTATING OUR WORTH AS INDIVIDUALS | WE WANT A MEANINGFUL AND UNIVERSAL EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM | WE WANT SUBSTANCE IN PLACE OF POPULARITY | WE WILL NOT COMPROMISE WHO WE ARE TO BE ACCEPTED BY THE CROWD | WE WANT THE INVISIBLE WALLS THAT SEPARATE BY WEALTH, RACE & CLASS TO BE TORN DOWN | WE WANT TO THINK OUR OWN THOUGHTS | WE WILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR ENVIRONMENT | WE WANT CLARITY & TRUTH FROM OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS OR THEY SHOULD MOVE ASIDE | WE WANT LOVE NOT LIES | WE WANT AN END TO ALL WARS FOREIGN & DOMESTIC VIOLENCE | WE WANT AN END TO THE PROCESSED CULTURE OF EXPLOITATION, OVER-CONSUMPTION & WASTE | WE WANT KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING & PEACE | WE WILL NOT LOSE BECAUSE WE ARE NOT LOSERS, WE ARE LASERS! | LASERS ARE THE OPPOSITE OF LOSERS | LASERS ARE SHINING BEAMS OF LIGHT THAT BURN THROUGH THE DARKNESS OF IGNORANCE | LASERS SHED LIGHT ON INJUSTICE AND INEQUALITY | LOSERS STAND BY AND LET THINGS HAPPEN. LASERS ACT AND SHAPE THEIR OWN DESTINIES | LASERS FIND MEANING AND DIRECTION IN THE MYSTERIES ALL AROUND THEM | LASERS STAND FOR LOVE AND COMPASSION | LASERS STAND FOR PEACE | LASERS STAND FOR PROGRESSION | LASERS ARE REVOLUTIONARY | LASERS ARE THE FUTURE


Love Always Shines Everytime Remember 2 Smile!

You think you drive me wild,They say 'yo here we go again'
Ay, Ex!
I said we'll never be the same
I wonder if I left my stereo, would you care to let me go,
or would you keep me shackled in your chains.
I know the game is missin' heroes,
And I started here from zeroes
to the season I came here to attain.
See, my aim is simple,
I have laid it on your instrumental, so its no coincidence I'm in the game.
I plotted, planned it for a year or so,
Hopin' folks hear 'Below' and see
I'm not the same as Little Wayne.
They say I bore 'em with the spiritual
but holla if you hear me though
My life is more than rims and gettin' brains.
They say I bore 'em with the spiritual, yet they never let me go
until its time for me to board a plane.
I know the fortune and the fame, and
I'm performin' for the change and payin' for it pourin' poison in my brain,
And mary jane'll keep me miserable.
If I'm seekin' miracles when all you do is bitch and you complain
'Bout how you wish that you were this way
Or your butt was bigger that way.
I would fuck you this or that way 'til you came.
See the way I feel about 'chu is like nothin' left without you but I doubt you think its nothin' more than game.
But the game is lame, and the fame ain't special since I met you,
I have nothing more to gain.
'Cept your love!
And harmony!
Who's to say that I just can't go and give you all of me?
Just relax your mind,
Ask some time,
if you wanted me.


-blu

Tony Fein, an Iraq war veteran who played for the Baltimore Ravens in the preseason and was arrested in a high-profile incident at the Inner Harbor, was found dead Tuesday morning in his home state of Washington, officials said.

The 27-year-old linebacker was discovered face down and unconscious in the living room of a friend's townhome in Port Orchard about 8:50 a.m., according to Mike Wernet, a battalion chief and medical officer for the South Kitsap Fire and Rescue.

Fein had vomited and was pronounced dead an hour later at a local hospital, Wernet said.

The county coroner, Allen G. Gerdes, said the cause of death was unclear pending an autopsy and toxicology tests, but he said that there was no indication of criminal activity. The local sheriff's office said that it opened a routine death investigation on Tuesday afternoon after learning of the death through news reports.

Ravens star Ray Lewis, who helped mentor Fein during training camp, said Fein was a "humble young man." "He was always searching for some type of direction. It's really sad," Lewis said. "Our heart definitely goes out to his family. It's heartfelt when you wake up and get news like that with someone you just went to war with."

Fein's death came one day before he was due to appear in Baltimore District Court to face charges that he assaulted a city police officer investigating a report that a gun later determined to be a cell phone had been passed between a group of Ravens players having a meal at the Inner Harbor. Ravens coach John Harbaugh, who spoke to the team Wednesday morning about Fein's death, said he was proud that Fein was part of the Ravens.

"It's just a shock and we're saddened, " Harbaugh said. "He's a tremendous young man. He's a Raven to us and always will be."

it's the glossy magazines and the tabloid thugs
that bully you to diets and taking drugs
if you tried individuality
you may get by more happily

tabloid queen
tabloid queen

you believe what you read
even though it may not be true
we all fall into that trap sometimes
but you cannot let it continue

you question who you are
questions whether you'll make it that far
where you won't have to wear a wonder bra
cause your breasts will be paid for by your footballer

its interesting to say the least.

remi.nicole - tabloidQUEEN

usher is making his return back to the music scene. on monday, he released his new single, papers, and clearly its obvious as to whom he is talking about. IMO, i think its a horrible attempt at trying to gain that response like he did with 'confessions'. either way, he let tameka HAVE it!

“ for you i gave my heart and turned my back against the world, plus you were my girl, i done damn near lost my mama, i done been through so much drama, i turned in to the man i never thought i’d be. i’m ready to sign those papers …”


download & listen: papers

<3

#fucktmobile

Wanna spice up your sex life?  Wanna turn your mate the hell out?  Then stop doing the same shit in the bed all the time and get creative.  I often get requests, from both men and women, wanting to know how they can enhance their sex lives.  So, here is my rendition of the ABC's. Once again, I don't mind people sharing my work with others but please keep my name and copyright attached.  Thanks !

Assume The Position - This is fairly simply and has different variations.  You handcuff or tie your partner's hands to the headboard or, if you prefer, you can tie them behind their back.  They are at your mercy and you can have your way with them all night long.  If you live in a basement apartment with pipes on the ceiling or have something else you can use, you can tie them up to the ceiling while they are standing.  This is great with the woman tied up because you can fuck her while she is standing or you can lift her up on your shoulders and eat her pussy.

Belly Button Shots - Pour tequila into your mate's belly button and lick the right side of his/her chest and shake some salt on it.  Squeeze some lemon or lime juice on the left side of his/his chest and then lick the salt and make your way down to the belly button with your tongue so you can lap up the tequila.  Then, trace a trail back up to the lemon or lime juice with your tongue and lick it off.  Repeat on each other until you can no longer refrain from jumping each other's bones.

Cum For Me Boo - Resort to drastic measures and whip out the sex toys to see how many times you can make each other cum in the span of one evening.  Whoever makes the other person cum the most wins the bet and gets pampered and waited on for an entire weekend or whatever else you may want to wager.  This can be very delightful, especially if both partners have an oral fixation.

Do Not Disturb - Spend an entire weekend in a hotel room with the Do Not Disturb sign on the door.  Take snacks and plenty of water for dehydration purposes and fuck the hell out each other until neither one of you can barely walk.  It may sound harsh but you can't knock it until you try it.

Erotic Endeavors - Both you and your partner make a list of your sexual fantasies you want to play out.  Trade lists and then set a deadline to make all of each other's fantasies come true.

The Feast - Zane's variation of cleaning out the fridge.  Instead of throwing away all the half-empty bottles of this or that lurking in your fridge, take a blanket and place it on the floor (so your asses won't get cold) by the open fridge door and get down on the blanket butt naked.  One at a time, take turns selecting items from the fridge to eat off each other.  If you are one of those people who eats out every night because of a busy schedule and has an empty fridge, pick up a couple of items such as whipped cream, chocolate syrup and cake frosting (yes, I said cake frosting) on your way home and satisfy your "sweet" tooth.

The Game - Break out all the old favorites like Monopoly, Scrabble, Checkers, Chutes and Ladders if you are bit slow or Chess if you got it like that and play.  You can even play charades.  Whatever game you choose, whoever loses has to become the "sex slave" of the winner and do "everything" they demand.

Happy Birthday - Throw your mate a private birthday party when it is not anywhere near their birthday.  Take them totally off guard, order a birthday cake, buy them presents that are all sexual in nature such as lingerie, sex toys and edible underwear and watch their face light up when you take them by surprise.

Indecent Proposal - This is a variation of truth and dare but truth's ass is out of town.  Dare your mate to do something outrageous sexually.  Something you know their ass thinks they are too prim and proper to do.  This game only works if both partners are willing to let go of all sexually inhibitions.

Just Do It - Meet you mate at the door one day and cut the bullshit. Like Nike says, "Just do it!"  Often times, people dream about fucking all day and then tense up when the time comes to put up or shut up.  They wait for their partner to make the first move.  Fuck all that !  Go for yours and break the world record for getting naked in the least amount of seconds.  Better yet, answer the door butt naked.

The Kinky Game - Sit down together and compile a list of kinky things you both want to try such as S & M, using Ben Wa balls, butt plugs, anal beads, dildos, whatever and make out a schedule for the week.  If you are not quite there yet, make out a list of unusual positions you want to try. No matter what, stick to the schedule and do a different thing every single night for an entire week.

Life Imitates Art  - Very simple !  Watch some movies, preferably pornos but some R-rated movies have vivid sex scenes as well.  Pick out some of your favorite scenes from movies and act them out with your partner.  If you really want to get jiggy with it, break out the camera and make your own carbon copy of the original film.

Mother May I - Enough said.  Play Mother May I in the bedroom and you can't do a damn thing without getting permission first.  Okay, so I still have a little girl lurking in me.  

Naked Twister  - It doesn't get any easier to explain than this.  Hit up a toy store and buy the old-time favorite kids game, Twister.  Take it home, get butt naked with your mate, pop in Cooley High or Shaft, make a pitcher of Kool-Aid and play the game.  Of course, being naked gives it an interesting "twist"(no pun intended).

Open House - This can be done one of two ways.  If you live in an area where kids go to bed at a decent hour, open up all your curtains, shades and blinds late one night, turn on all the lights and freak the hell out each other.  I know it sounds silly but the mere thought that someone "might" be watching can be a fantastic turn-on.  The other way it can be done is to fuck each other in a house full of people while taking the risk that someone might walk in on you.  This can be very exhilarating at holiday dinners where some old-fashioned relatives might catch you getting busy.

Public Display - Now, you have to be very sexually open to do this shit but hey, I am so I can recommend this shit. Fuck your mate in a public place such as on a subway train, city bus or even airplane.  Go to the movies and buy some nachos.  Take the warm cheese spread and pour it on your mate's dick or pussy and perform oral sex in the theater and then fuck them.  Go to a fancy restaurant and disappear under the linen tablecloth and have oral sex. Fuck in elevators, in public restrooms, on a picnic table, in the laundry room, in the stacks at the library.  Let me quit cause my ass is getting excited just thinking about it.

Q & A - One of my favorites cause noone likes a dumb ass person in their bed.  It is a trivia game.  In fact, you can play an actual game if you like such as Trivial Pursuit.  Tell you mate that they have to get a certain amount of answers right or they can't get none that night.  You can even watch Jeopardy or Wheel of Fortune and play this or, if you have been with your mate a considerable amount of time, ask them questions about you that they should know the answer to.  This game can be fun especially when your mate is feenin for some sex and you make them earn it.

The Recycled Virgin - Both you and your partner take turns pretending like you are virgins.  You take one night of the week and they can take the next one.  Have your partner walk you through it and calm your "imaginary" fears by giving you step-by-step instructions.  You can act shy and timid and keep pushing them away when they get to certain "bases" and it can be interesting to see how long you can pretend not to know a damn thing.  I mean how many "experienced" people can just lie there when they are getting fucked royally?

The Spelling Bee - Umm, another favorite.  For the men, spell out the alphabet on your woman's clit and even spell out her name.  For the ladies, do the same with the dick and/or balls.  You can blindfold your partner or have them close their eyes while you spell out something and they have to try to guess the word.  You have to have some major tongue skills in order to pull this one off though cause I don't think they sell "Hooked on Phonics" for oral sex.

Talk Dirty To Me - Phone sex the hell out of each other, pure and simple.  If you have a cell phone, call your mate from the car and have phone sex with them on the way home so that by the time you get there, it will be time to set it off and I don't mean robbing banks like in the movie.  Unless, of course, you are talking about robbing cum banks.

Under No Circumstances - You gotta love this one and it is a game of mind over matter.  It also requires a hell of a lot of willpower.  Without tying your partners hands or confining them in any way, tell them that they can not touch you no matter what you do to them.  That means you mean can't touch a woman if she does a lap dance or even if she sucks your dick.  Same goes for the women.  No touching whatsoever or you will have to pay the penalty.  My suggested penalty is that you must perform oral sex on your mate for twelve hours straight if you fuck up.

Vision Quest - Bet your partner something sexual in nature and then go outside.  Pick a certain item such as a red canary or a squirrel or a butterfly.  Whoever is the first one to spot the object and yes, it must be verified by the other party to prevent cheating, wins the game.  If you really want to get creative, play that old favorite, "Cars", and pick a certain make or model of vehicle beforehand.  Whoever's turn it is when that type of car drives by is declared the winner.

What Flavor Is It? - Go to a sex shop and purchase different flavors of body oils.  If you happen to live in a small ass town where the local Wal-Mart is the closest thing to a sex shop, go to the cosmetics section and get some different flavors of lip gloss.  This game works better with the woman as the test subject.  Place a different flavor on each part of your body.  Your lips, your neck, each breast, your belly button, the inside of each thigh and your clit. Your man has to lick each spot in turn and guess the flavor correctly or no "nookie".  Hmm, I wonder what flavor works best on a clit.  Cherry  maybe; get it?

Xtra Naked - Cover the bed or floor with an old blanket or something you don't mind messing up and then get naked. Cover each other with baby oil from head to toe so that you are both very slippery and then fuck.  It will be hard to even hold on to each other and private parts will be slipping and sliding everywhere but it is mad funny.

You Do Me - Mutual masturbation.  Get each other off.  Or, for those who have a dildo hanging around, men can fuck your woman with a dildo until she cums.  Whatever's clever !

I was bored one Friday night and tried to persuade my roommate to go to a club but she refused. She was planning to wash her hair and do her nails for a big date the next day with some guy she met on the sidewalk outside her office building. I had just ended a long-term relationship and I dreaded staying at home so I went to a club by myself. I met this fine ass stranger and we danced for a couple of hours and had a few drinks. One thing led to another and we ended up in my backseat doing the nasty. We exchanged names but not numbers. I was ashamed because I had never had a one-night stand before. The next day, I was cooking dinner when the doorbell rang. I opened it up and it was my roommate's date. I guess he was just as stunned as I was because we both pretended like we didn't know each other when she made the formal introductions. He went through with the date but never called her again. She complained that he had a bad attitude all night and she wished she had never met him.

aerin | whippin a nissan | fedex / kids footlocker employee | cakin' | journalist x talent promoter | stacked & thick
basically, i do me the best way i know how. MY BLOG, MY THOUGHTS, MY FEELINGS, if YOU have a problem w. anything you've seen or read here thats not MY concern. click the x or backtrack. i'll be moving to my own personal HTTP:// soon. -mick boogie *
sidenote : mickey, koko, illa = me.

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