so today i got into a car accident, it all happened so fucking fast, i remember turning then i remember shoving my car door open to get out, forehead was bleeding uncontrollably. im lucky i didnt get killed cause i sure didnt have my seat belt on. something inside told me to stay my ass inside the building & wait for John to finish loading his trucks, alot of shit crossed my mind when we hit, like wheres my fucking check, how many points is this gone be, is the chick in the car paying to get my shit fixed, is that bitch well enough to give the police her insurance info.
for atleast two hrs i was passed out from hyperventalating, last thing i remember in the ambulance was the EMT saying, sweety breath you're only making it worse. oh & that painful ass IV, pain on top of pain = no good. then my nurse was a bitch, i cussed her out twice, im asking for a blanket, "no you're okay." fuck she mean by that? bitch im cold, then i asked for some socks, i collect a pair everytime i go to the hospital "did you lose your shoes" tore into that ass again. i had the hardest time doing it the second time cause my neck got stiff as fuck so i had to keep shifting all around.
by the time john got to the hospital i was going in for chest xrays, i looked fucked to the up and he looked scared, cause my head was cocked off the side of the bed, and i had a blankie covering my entire body with my eyes wide open but it hurt to close em. when i got back to my room he damn near laid me out "i told you stay on my belt til im done, didnt i say that? i didnt want you to get me breakfast, you see what you did?" then i started crying and he massaged my legs, too scared to touch anything else.
all my homegirls were lined up by my door tryna see if i was okay, stroking my hair helping me to my bed, bringin me juice my favorite kind too
APPO! idk how many people i told but i had 30+ missed calls when i got up. dont ask me how john transported me to his house without me knowing, i got on my night gown and everything and im cleaned off.
<333333my baby is totalled, like her steering wheel is in the engine and my gears wont shift, straight smokin like the insides caught fire from the crash, if you could see the front of my car you'd wonder why i aint dead or wrapped up in some body cast, chick in the next car is fucked for life, one because im hurt, two because she was driving on her LP (
learners permit) with no supervision so yuhhh, glad im okay. thanks to the bitches that were concerned when i only said i was hurt, fuck you slores that wanna be all extra "oooh are you okay." now that i said my car is totalled. well anyways john is about to feed me. click the "here's" below to see pictures of my injuries & other junk.
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