man, i give give & give some more and it be one time that i decide to say no that a bitch decides they wanna be salty about it. im sick of givin a fuck, yenno why cause givin a fuck aint something i do typically.
last night was my suprise half bday party it was off the hook no specific moment was outstanding but it was over all fun we did typical club shit, except we had the club to ourselves. me & my play brother mar his bday is today had a conjoined party so we matched head to toe. well same colors, i had on black & red & so did he. ill get the pics from him cause sidekicks & dimly lit areas = ASSS.
my homegirl's baby is under weight, like extremely underweight so tuesday we're going to harbor hospital to get her checked out & whatever.
im currently headed to ohio, i contemplated hitting rodney up but then i nixed the idea. no need dipping your spoon in some shit you dont want. plus idk if its me but he just seems like he'd bore me to death. aside from music & movies we no longer have anything in common. its funny, cause i completely changed who i initially was to accomodate him, yenno with that whole one down forever to go thing and what not. we all know that failed big time. but talking to him wasnt as exciting as i figured, yeah he did hit me with the bogus where the fuck you been bit, knowing good & well my whereabouts were the least of his concerns. anyhow just seems like he idk how to put it, uhm like he's still in the same place or better yet like he retrograded. i say that because on cs he saves this rinky dink tag from this awful looking brawd. leme log in so i can delete my page & view this tag.
ROFL,
its goneeeeim glad he deleted that shit, it disturbed me looking at that fuckery, BRAW & PANTIE`S? srsly ?
i implied he was messing around w. her because of the message & its entirity i couldnt really give a damn if he's diggin chick but he denies it. im convinced he wont find anybody better than me. no chick will ever sincerely give a fuck the way i did. so much shit these hoes cant match & back then i was some rinky dink 18 y.o with the mind of a hs. freshman. i could totally reitterate the fact that he made me a better person, or better yet he factored in my self improvement, cant give him any extra cred. really no need thoe. oh & then check we're texting doing the friend thing & he says some assholish shit like i dont keep anything that reminds me of people i think im never going to talk to again. basically, enough said. main reason i'm not hitting him up when i get to cle & im probably just going to redelete him out my phone. GRANTED, he did say that was about everyone but nah man fuck that you know who you're speaking to when you say what you say. moving right along.
whitney just now called me a roach
FUCK YOU WHITNEY!
im supposedly supposed to get some quality time w. chris, dont see that happening today.
chris: Sorry I haven't wrote u I been busy
ayoillaa: yeah, yeah
btw
i have a stalker
this nigga claims he got my number from mar, so i ask mar he doesnt even know anybody w. his name. im like okay so he calls me for an hr straight just constantly constantly calling i finally pick up & what does he do? hangs up. like a fuckin clown. smh. im still tryna figure out who he is. cause i only talked to him once via phone.
anyways enough.
xoxo illaG.
