as i look at what i've done
the type of life that i've lived
how many things i pray the father will forgive
one situation involved a young man
he was the ocean and i was the sand
he stole my heart like a thief in the night
dulled my senses blurred my sight

i used to love him but now i don't
i used to love him but now i don't

i chose a road of passion and pain
sacrificed too much and waited in vain
gave up my power ceased being queen
addicted to love like the drugs of a fiend

torn and confused wasted and used
reached the crossroad which path would i choose
stuck and frustrated i waited, debated
for something to happen that just wasn't fated
though what i wanted was something i needed
when momma said no i just should have heeded
misled i bled till the poison was gone
& out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn

i used to love him but now i don't
i used to love him but now i don't

father you saved me and showed me that life
was much more than being some foolish man's wife
showed me that love was respect and devotion
greater than planets deeper than any ocean
see my soul was weary but now it's replenished
content because that part of my life is finished
i see him sometimes and the look in his eye
is one of a man whose lost treasures untold
but my heart is gold i took back my soul and totally let my creator control
the life which was his to begin with

i used to love him but now i don't
i used to love him but now i don't
see i used to love him but now i don't
i used to love him but now i don't

andre: I wanna rape ur armpits and rub my peener on ur cootie
mickey: lmao.
mickey: does rape hurt?
andre: Only if u don't get wet
mickey: ima stay dry!
andre: Then expect ripping
mickey: yesssssssss

x x x: Who this?
m i c k e y B: aerin.
m i c k e y B: ^_^
x x x: Aerin
x x x: Hm
m i c k e y B: yep.
x x x: Gimme a sec
m i c k e y B: okily dokily.
x x x: Gotta get out the car
x x x: Ok
m i c k e y B: uhm, okay.
x x x: What's your name again?
m i c k e y B: 8-|
m i c k e y B: aerin
x x x: What's up?
m i c k e y B: not much, chillin.
x x x: Koo
m i c k e y B: how bout you?
x x x: gettin food with london. I swear this girl always hungry
: 8-|
m i c k e y B: interesting.
x x x: What?
m i c k e y B: i said interesting, isnt much to explain w. that.
x x x: I meant what to the smiley
m i c k e y B: nuhn.
x x x: Ok
x x x: How u been?
m i c k e y B: good, good. emotional as hell, mainly irritated because it feels like my insides are being abused.
m i c k e y B: hby kiddo?
x x x: I'm good.
m i c k e y B: fuckin awesome.
x x x: U gettin fucked? Is that why u abused?
x x x: And do u know london? I forgot to ask
m i c k e y B: lmaooo.
x x x: I just threw her name like u knew her
x x x: ...what?
m i c k e y B: nah, i banned him from the goods til this is all said & done.
x x x: Ooh
m i c k e y B: & smh @ that question.
m i c k e y B: we can skip that whole portion of the convo.
m i c k e y B: hows lil boogie?
x x x: What portion?
x x x: London?
m i c k e y B: yeah basically, hows the dog & junk?
x x x: I was gon tell her u said hey if u knew her
m i c k e y B: dear god.
x x x: He's good. Not much diff bout him
m i c k e y B: i still wanna borrow him.
m i c k e y B: for like a day.
x x x: No lmao. L would kill me. I never let her keep him and she fuckin loves him
m i c k e y B: i see what your doin.
m i c k e y B: so movin on.
x x x: What u talkin about?
x x x: U in ny?
m i c k e y B: yup til tuesday.
x x x: If u see me why u don't speak?
m i c k e y B: see you?
m i c k e y B: tf?
m i c k e y B: i dont live in NY
x x x: U said u see what I'm doin
x x x: :-/
m i c k e y B: LMAO.
m i c k e y B: okay don.
x x x: ...I'm lost
m i c k e y B: someone clearly slapped the shit out of you w. the stupid stick.


LMAOOO. bruh. if this aint the dumbest convo ive ever had w. a nigga. i mean it aint but its high up on the list. lmao @ not remembering me. i mean, idgaf how long i stop talking to any one i say my name & niggas automatically know. ps, i got it like that but anyways. i had to hit up theeeee only bitch that knows about this nigga & the shit that went down last july. if im not mistaken. i know it was before i started fuckin w. rodney. but after the school year was over. idk whenever LC left.

moment of silence for LIL COOGI my sexy VA bby.

moment over. so im talkin to whitney & shit & she's dyin laughin. like how is this bitch clueless to the fact that i do not fuck with london at all, i mean he's the very reason i dont. yet & still he done mentioned her name bout a million zillion times. bruhhh so blown. if in fact he doesnt remember me then oops, but im already knowin he didnt. too damn quick to mention LONDON. how you open a convo w. "im doing blah blah w. NAME, yada yada?"

anyways now im done. but aye



smexy no?
this is my cutie for the week <3
i desperately want to molest his face. lol.
three more days til the kollctive launches
check out the false idols & preCUMM blog.
http://kishezjuice.com
RAPPINLOUNGE dot COM - listen ; chat all that good shit.

i think we're done here.

xoxo, aerin

enrolled back in school, shawty got a few semesters left til she gets her AA then its off to a four year for a BA in english then WAYNE STATE for prelaw & when i pass the bar ima run for mayor, then pres, then i'll slowly take over the fuckin world.

JAJAJA

first world order. MURDER ALL LAMES
second. TEACH BITCHES HOW TO ACT.
third. END WORLD HUNGER, POVERTY & ILLITERACY
fourth. make sure me, my kin & folk are SET FO LIFE.
fifth. ENSURE EVERY HOE THAT EVER HAD SOME ILL SHIT TO SAY ABOUT ME WAS SHOT TWICE IN THE BACK OF THE HEAD THEN FED TO MY PITBULLS. <3
sixth. NO FAT BITCHES. unless yeah mean thats what you're truly comfortable with.

theres more but, you will all soon see.

xoxo. koko

rest in peace ; sir louis vuitton malletier the first.
aka LV.

november fourth two thousand eight - august two k nine.

xoxo. mickey

Traxdatbang: what up with u
YUUPmickey: shit, chillin.
YUUPmickey: bouta hit the sheets
Traxdatbang: can i lay with u
YUUPmickey: my dog might not like that he sleeps on the end & aint too keen on company.
Traxdatbang: like that
YUUPmickey: i mean i dont ever speak to you so you asked alot w. that one sentence.
Traxdatbang: i was tryna get to know u
YUUPmickey: so to get to know me you gotta lay w. me?
YUUPmickey: im not even that kinda chick.
Traxdatbang: i didnt mean literally that was a ice breaker
YUUPmickey: oh.
YUUPmickey: try another next time.
Traxdatbang: ok mami my name kanno so now im not a stranger
YUUPmickey: i know ya name.
YUUPmickey: been known since 07.
YUUPmickey: any thing new?
Traxdatbang: yeah im single with no kids
YUUPmickey: basically nothing changed since 07.
Traxdatbang: yeah i wana make u mine
YUUPmickey: LMAOOO. funny.
Traxdatbang: so when can i make mine
YUUPmickey: im not single, havent been for over a year.
YUUPmickey: so i guess take a ticket & wait.
YUUPmickey: oh, no comment? figures
Traxdatbang: i never wait n line
YUUPmickey: oops for you then huh?
Traxdatbang: i guess
YUUPmickey: since you're not really sayin much of nothing. ima go on to sleep. hit me whenever you're on again. k.

#FAIL

ayoMICKEYYY!: who the fuck are you?
ayoMICKEYYY!: cause i dont know you so . . .
shayeshakool: you sent me an im so who are you
shayeshakool: if you dont know me then why on earth do you have my im
shayeshakool: name
shayeshakool: but if you really wanna know i'll copy and paste what it says on my screen... Shaye:
ayoMICKEYYY!: idgaf about ya name
shayeshakool: then why are you im'g me
ayoMICKEYYY!: im sayin who are you like why the hell are you sayin my name to people.
shayeshakool: obviously you give a fuck about something
shayeshakool: you wanna be specific
shayeshakool: because again I dont even have this IM name saved
ayoMICKEYYY!: good.
ayoMICKEYYY!: dont save it.
shayeshakool: illaa.ghee is not in your Messenger List
shayeshakool: is what is says at the top of my screen
shayeshakool: before you im me with your bullshit at least let yourself be known
shayeshakool: thanks
ayoMICKEYYY!: i just wanna know why you're talkin about me.
ayoMICKEYYY!: because you clearly dont know me & idk you
shayeshakool: and STILL your name hasn't been said in this box
ayoMICKEYYY!: you're what 24? way too damn grown to be starting shit.
shayeshakool: so WHO are you for me to talk shit about... clearly you're not that important
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: LALA!: mickey right?
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: 24 Aug 09, 15:06
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: LALA!: LMFAO is um
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: 24 Aug 09, 15:06
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: LALA!: i know yall know
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee:
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: Shaye: I think it was her Lala
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: Shaye: then again I don't know because on UM she was never bold enough to drop into the cbox... just bang through yahoo
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: LALA!: tis all
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: 24 Aug 09, 15:14
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: LALA!: she the only bitch who says
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: 24 Aug 09, 15:14
ayoMICKEYYY!: cee: LALA!: it is her
shayeshakool: lord I wish you hoes would stop im'n me about my age but yet... you IM'D me I live in the real world.. no one sends me a text or calls me in the real world and talks shit and not expect it back from me
ayoMICKEYYY!: i mean i could givea fuck which box it was in.
ayoMICKEYYY!: you're speakin on me like we know each other.
shayeshakool: you're an internet banger
ayoMICKEYYY!: ?
shayeshakool: point blank period
ayoMICKEYYY!: srsly?
ayoMICKEYYY!: lmao.
ayoMICKEYYY!: yup you're right.
shayeshakool: sending me messages just proved my point
shayeshakool: but thanks
ayoMICKEYYY!: i just asked who you were
shayeshakool: for proving me right
ayoMICKEYYY!: sure didnt start anything.
shayeshakool: so you went through the trouble of looking me up
ayoMICKEYYY!: nope
shayeshakool: when you dont know me
shayeshakool: clearly you did
shayeshakool: because we dont have each other on YIM
ayoMICKEYYY!: i clearly just asked who you were & how you knew me.
ayoMICKEYYY!: anna just sent a message w. ya sn.
shayeshakool: so this is in fact Mickey from UM
ayoMICKEYYY!: had she not this lil convo wouldnt have happened.
ayoMICKEYYY!: but anyhow
shayeshakool: =)) shoulda have known
shayeshakool: tell her thank you for the publicity greatly appreciated
ayoMICKEYYY!: now, ftr i goes in noone's cbox.
ayoMICKEYYY!: & i dont bang via the net
shayeshakool: lmaooo
ayoMICKEYYY!: so get it together
shayeshakool: yet anna just gave you my im
shayeshakool: okkkkk
- insert copy & pasted convo -
shayeshakool: you get it together and dont im me about bullshit that you want to prove untrue, yet prove to be true in the first place
ayoMICKEYYY!: i mean yeah, thats basically how i got it.
ayoMICKEYYY!: so next.
shayeshakool: clearly
shayeshakool: I see how you got it.. once you mentioned anna
ayoMICKEYYY!: tryna make it seem like i went lookin for you.
ayoMICKEYYY!: anyways.
shayeshakool: SHE's the one that brought you up in our conversation
ayoMICKEYYY!: its obvious you dont know me & i dont know you & it'd be so awesome if you didnt speak about me.
ayoMICKEYYY!: s'all i gotta say.

blocked oh &

#FAIL

teeshuhloves: BITCH WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU WITH YAH DUCK FACE ASS :)
teeshuhloves: KEEP IT OUT OF IT KTHANKS
teeshuhloves: I HEARD U HAD MY FUCKIN NAME IN YOUR MOUTH
teeshuhloves: :|
missMICKEY: you heard wrong, bye

BLOCKED

three convos that i just felt like sharing. feel free to message anyone of those SNs, irdgaf. btw i know kanno personally like irl, havent seen him since i stopped going to crenshaw.

^_^

aside from yesterday being a total disaster on Y! w. bitches comin at me from all sides. my day was cool.
just wondering how this bitch that doesnt know me figures im an e-gangsta. like srsly if & when i do talk to people im either geekin or i'm on some serious shit. specially w. broads in her bracket i gotta constantly tell em stfu talkin about me. srsly you dont know me & if you got that much fuckin mouth meet me at my place.

BUCK UP OR SHUT THE FUCK UP

simply put. chicks older than me think they put some sense of fear in me over some fuckin web shit. sikeeee cause for one they're not gonna punch me in my mouth, for two they're not gonna punch me in my mouth & for three THEY'RE NOT GONNA PUNCH ME IN MY MOUTH.

this is the shit i find extremely hilarious. i'm supposing this bitch feels she got some dirt on me w. statements such as these

LALA!: mickey right?
24 Aug 09, 15:06
LALA!: LMFAO is um
24 Aug 09, 15:06
LALA!: i know yall know

what they know? cause i'd like to know. i'm not bouta argue w. this broad for any given reason. for starters she's seventeen & apparently she's not on my level. on top of that this bitch is an e geek. aint a day that goes by that she isnt on the fuckin computer, she lives & breathes this shit. andddd this ho isnt even in my area or any where near me for me to give a flyin damn what she has to say at the end of the day bitches that talk shit via the net are extremely insecure creatures. hell i'd be insecure as fuck if i looked like this too. click the word this too peep the fuckery. anyways. enough of that. lets talk some personal shit.

avon pissed me all the way off w. that childish ass shit he did. talkin bout i dont take him srsly so lose his number. right, so i was like fasho -click. every hr on the hr this nigga calls me. what the fuck type shit is that? i want you to lose my number but ima call you all the fuckin time? shit, he got me fucked. most of yall know we work together & he jumps on the truck w. me tryna speak. WHY? FOR WHAT? in my book sayin lose ya number mean we have nothing left to even speak about. thats that lame nigga shit i keep jumpin into. i must have IF YOU'RE A LAME NIGGA ; SIGN UP HERE written on my fuckin forehead. its all good thoe, it is what it is.

i talked to rodney today so i'm guessin he's unmad from the radio / shut up incident. nothing really spectac came up. he has a gayer than gay history teacher which should make for a fun class IMO. i like flamboyancy to a certain degree. anyways we're gone get some crabs together <3. & i absolutley love how all my homegirls are claimin we're secretly back together. i doubt that highly. i like where i'm at right now w. him. speakin terms is better than no terms amirite?

i really have the strongest urge to go bald. like a lil bit longer than amber rose's. but still short enough to be considered bald. that'll be a big leap sooo i'll give that some time. ask my friends what they think. maybe gradually chop off some so i can get used to a shorter look.

so there's this dude i liked, his name is chris. we're on twitter & he got so bent over an update like people could see his @replies on his personal timeline, anyways he asked me to delete it & i was like nah. so anyways im supposing that constitutes as a falling out cause im not talkin to him & vice versa. i might appologize but im over the bullshit, its an update shit aint permanent you couldn't even see it on my time line 10 minutes later. smh.

in other news, treion put me in her bff section. <3

i want another tattoo, two actually. one on my shoulder & another on my foot. suhm like that minus the red & pink, or this idk yet i want it to be cute w. a dress or some spaghetti straps on. yenno. far as the foot same applies i want it to look good w. a nice thong sandal i actually love this concept with the stars & junk. oh btw. the this & thats in the paragraph are clickable. but i most definitely loveeee this the colors are gorgeous. and i might be able to get it colored in depending on the price.

well thats it on the update holla tomoro
xoxo mickey

&` FOODstamps™: i`m lonely and fake rofl .
&` FOODstamps™: well anyways, glad u placed that shit in word and foud out how many pages rofl
&` FOODstamps™: ur sad . ur 23 and tryna start shit with me
&` FOODstamps™: puhhlease
shayeshakool: I didnt place it in word
&` FOODstamps™: u sound like ur loely and fake and REALLY pathetic
shayeshakool: and thanks hun im 24, get it right
&` FOODstamps™: idon`t have rtime 4 u
shayeshakool: I didnt start anything with you
&` FOODstamps™: i said message me if u got a question . what is ur question
shayeshakool: I just find it funny that you wanna call yourself holy and christain but send out bullshit like that
&` FOODstamps™: if not, what was ur point of messaging mebesides 2 loo k dumb
shayeshakool: stop playing with god and get yourself a life


- the fuck @ the italicized part. i wouldnt have even corrected that. made the bitch seem even more dumb arguing w. a chick 6 years younger than her. UNEDUCATED FEMALES.

finally updated that shit!

i definitely had to come back and blog, the most epic FTW event happened today.

leme recap, today's been no drama no bullshit for the most part. randomly some bitch on twitter claims i stole her sn when i dont even know her go fuckin figure that one & mcbillions is definitely my sn everywhere

click my links below, and mcbillions definitely was my blogger url til that shit happened with brandon & mysteriously my shit got deleted. anyhow. all my homies are hitting me up like who is this bitch & alls i can say was shit if i know & i dont really give a shit. she can fall off the side of the earth wouldnt even phase me. thanks to her thats now the new running insider. lmao.


i talked to donovan, im suprised that i actually talked to him without coppin an attitude.

donovan: What's up
mickey: the sky.
donovan: That's fucking nice smart ass
donovan: How that ass been
mickey: fine.
donovan: That's great
donovan: Been keepin that body up to par
donovan: For daddy
mickey: lmao
mickey: @ for daddy
donovan: Koo koo
mickey: nigga pls.
donovan: Lol
donovan: You know im daddy
donovan: She callin me daddy
donovan: Daddy
mickey: nope.
donovan: Been keepin it nice an tight for me
mickey: nope
mickey: i been keepin it tight for me.
donovan: Awww
donovan: Both us
donovan: That's so beautiful
donovan: I been keepin it long hard
donovan: An stiff for yu bay
mickey: lmaooooo.
mickey: is that right
donovan: Yes mam
donovan: I know u been waitin a long tme to get daddy
mickey: nah, im over you.
mickey: been for some time now.
donovan: Yeah I see
donovan: I gotta get that back thow
mickey: why?
donovan: Cause I doo
mickey: good luck.
donovan: Man they den messaed my order up @ walmart had me waitin like 2 hours
mickey: you poor baby
donovan: I know
donovan: Gimmie kiss
mickey: no

see, i was good. thats all part of my this is gone be a good day spill.

drumroll please

CUES DRUMROLL

i know alot of yall know my relationship w. rodney
& our status ; but anyways had we stayed together today wouldve been our one year anniversary a fucking milestone if you ask me.

so i text him like happy anniversary ily <3
& he texts back ly2.


-inserts blushface here
click ly2 to see the text.

that was my epic event today, ohbtw strawberry anything fuckin sucks twan.

xoxo koko

omg, yesterday was a good ass day. i went over my hours [MOAR MULA BAYBEE]
went out to chill with my moms.
slept
talk to the homegirl about the usual shit, never grows old yenno

basic ass shit.

i wake up to use the bathroom, i have two entry ways to my bathroom but i was gone grab my skittles before i went. i walks out of my room to see this naked fat chick on my fucking couch suckin my room mates dick. most of yall know my room mate is a stripper sooo he gets paid to turn these bitches inside out. but we agreed none of that shit unless the other is gone & it stays in your room.

i coulda went off but i was like, why would i wanna go see that shit, my vision is fucked & i clear as day saw that mess a closer look wouldve made me sick.

what would you do in this type of situation?
email text IM & tweet me your answers.

cause im baffled and horrified. my couch is no good to me anymore.

is he not the sexies thing?
i have nothing to say so i'll
leave it at that. <3

females, i cant stand 99.999% of yall. why? cause yall bitches are triflant and good for nothing. grudge holding, i gotta harp on the past type muhfuckas. this bitch at work trips me out bruh, like i wanna rip the skin off her face & smack her for some of the shit she does.

im on the sort tower and this ho starts sayin oh im so hot, im so hot im bouta faint. so they take her off her tower & i end up busting out her truck & mine. mind you each truck has atleast three thousand packages minimum. those shits range from one lb to onehunnid + she just so happens to come back as the last package floats up the belt. i was like HELL NAH! so she ends up scanning for me, niggas know i stop the belt for no reason cause i toss 50lb boxes like its nothing. she sends atleast a good thirty boxes unscanned & upside down. i dismiss it, but it happens again so i kindly hop off & tell her "scan this shit properly lablels up one at a time, next box comes up wrong you will be written up." im guessing she took me for a liar cause she did it yet again. i sure jumped down & wrote her idiot ass up & i made her sign it cause if she didnt and she left the premisis the right up wouldve been null & void. she goes, i'm really sorry im not feeling good. i woulda believed her if she wasnt dancing & jumping around.

that ho is an odd one, i mean i fucks with her but if you fuck up my rotation you're fucking with my money & if you fuck with my money there's bound to be some problems.

deadthnxbyee.

its funny that everytime i let myself think about this nigga epiphany comes on somewhere. like a sign this nigga just needs not be back in my life. what does that shit mean? like all bullshit aside, im just wondering.

oh btw.
fuck dunkin donuts! i went there tryna get an iced coffee bitch straight sneezed near the machine & expected me to accept the drink.
HO DONE LOST HER RABBIT ASS MIND!

anyways im jammed up in this ohio hotel w. six sleeping bitches wondering why it is that i just cannot sleep. in another 17hrs i will have been up a total of 96 hrs. shit aint healthy. ima go lay next to my play brother i dont trust donny, he tends to grope bitches while he "sleeps" who has full on dry sex in a state of slumber? noone. sumh is fishy about that. i got the video suhm where round here, not gone look for it thoe.



i want me a nigga like him.

tat tat tatted up!

idk whatelse to post so bye.

man, i give give & give some more and it be one time that i decide to say no that a bitch decides they wanna be salty about it. im sick of givin a fuck, yenno why cause givin a fuck aint something i do typically.

last night was my suprise half bday party it was off the hook no specific moment was outstanding but it was over all fun we did typical club shit, except we had the club to ourselves. me & my play brother mar his bday is today had a conjoined party so we matched head to toe. well same colors, i had on black & red & so did he. ill get the pics from him cause sidekicks & dimly lit areas = ASSS.

my homegirl's baby is under weight, like extremely underweight so tuesday we're going to harbor hospital to get her checked out & whatever.

im currently headed to ohio, i contemplated hitting rodney up but then i nixed the idea. no need dipping your spoon in some shit you dont want. plus idk if its me but he just seems like he'd bore me to death. aside from music & movies we no longer have anything in common. its funny, cause i completely changed who i initially was to accomodate him, yenno with that whole one down forever to go thing and what not. we all know that failed big time. but talking to him wasnt as exciting as i figured, yeah he did hit me with the bogus where the fuck you been bit, knowing good & well my whereabouts were the least of his concerns. anyhow just seems like he idk how to put it, uhm like he's still in the same place or better yet like he retrograded. i say that because on cs he saves this rinky dink tag from this awful looking brawd. leme log in so i can delete my page & view this tag.
ROFL,
its goneeee
im glad he deleted that shit, it disturbed me looking at that fuckery, BRAW & PANTIE`S? srsly ?
i implied he was messing around w. her because of the message & its entirity i couldnt really give a damn if he's diggin chick but he denies it. im convinced he wont find anybody better than me. no chick will ever sincerely give a fuck the way i did. so much shit these hoes cant match & back then i was some rinky dink 18 y.o with the mind of a hs. freshman. i could totally reitterate the fact that he made me a better person, or better yet he factored in my self improvement, cant give him any extra cred. really no need thoe. oh & then check we're texting doing the friend thing & he says some assholish shit like i dont keep anything that reminds me of people i think im never going to talk to again. basically, enough said. main reason i'm not hitting him up when i get to cle & im probably just going to redelete him out my phone. GRANTED, he did say that was about everyone but nah man fuck that you know who you're speaking to when you say what you say. moving right along.



whitney just now called me a roach

FUCK YOU WHITNEY!

im supposedly supposed to get some quality time w. chris, dont see that happening today.

chris: Sorry I haven't wrote u I been busy
ayoillaa: yeah, yeah

btw

i have a stalker

this nigga claims he got my number from mar, so i ask mar he doesnt even know anybody w. his name. im like okay so he calls me for an hr straight just constantly constantly calling i finally pick up & what does he do? hangs up. like a fuckin clown. smh. im still tryna figure out who he is. cause i only talked to him once via phone.

anyways enough.
xoxo illaG.

so after taking my exes advice i listed to the previous blueprint albums & american gangster, good shit. rodney (hand claps) bear in mind my jigga views have flipped drastically.

although, many are making it a point to write hov off based on DOA (which by the way still fucking sucks to me). there seems to be a tracklist floating around as well. im going to say that that isnt the real one ever album one makes its way around the net. all it takes is some listening to some interviews and an imagination. plus, come album time, jay keeps on recording til the very last minute. also, the man said it himself that he's delivering the album to the head of atlantic records personally to prevent stuff like this. it seems as of late, the in thing to do is go against jigga for whatever reason.

i suggest you all take a look back at what has been the best career of anyone in hiphop, period. come nine eleven, you naysayers will all eat your words.

buy moonlighting for $6.99

^_^

i still feel like ass but im gone be out and about today, im currently blogging from the marc train. when i get home i shall inform you all about my misadventures.

toodles.

LABELS or LOVE?

Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of Shopping for labels, shopping for love Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of

I already know what my addiction is I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love I shop for purses while I walk out the door Don’t cry, buy a bag and then get over it And, I’m not concerned with all the politics It’s a lot of men I know I could find another one.

What I know is that I’m always happy when I walk out the store, store I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more No emotional baggage, just big bags filled with Dior Love’s like a runway, so what’s all the fussing for Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more

I know I might come off as negative I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love Relationships are often so hard to tame A Prada dress has never broken my heart before And, ballin’s something that I’m fed up with I’mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

-chorus

Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings I’m into a lot of bling, Cadallic, Chanel and Coach Fellas boast but they can’t really handle my female approach Buying things is hard to say Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier So we can’t go all the way, I know you might hate it but I’m a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love

s'all this shit is really about aint it?
yup. anyways i dont have anything of importance to speak about the drugs make me feel looooooopy.

xoxo mcky.
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so today i got into a car accident, it all happened so fucking fast, i remember turning then i remember shoving my car door open to get out, forehead was bleeding uncontrollably. im lucky i didnt get killed cause i sure didnt have my seat belt on. something inside told me to stay my ass inside the building & wait for John to finish loading his trucks, alot of shit crossed my mind when we hit, like wheres my fucking check, how many points is this gone be, is the chick in the car paying to get my shit fixed, is that bitch well enough to give the police her insurance info.

for atleast two hrs i was passed out from hyperventalating, last thing i remember in the ambulance was the EMT saying, sweety breath you're only making it worse. oh & that painful ass IV, pain on top of pain = no good. then my nurse was a bitch, i cussed her out twice, im asking for a blanket, "no you're okay." fuck she mean by that? bitch im cold, then i asked for some socks, i collect a pair everytime i go to the hospital "did you lose your shoes" tore into that ass again. i had the hardest time doing it the second time cause my neck got stiff as fuck so i had to keep shifting all around.

by the time john got to the hospital i was going in for chest xrays, i looked fucked to the up and he looked scared, cause my head was cocked off the side of the bed, and i had a blankie covering my entire body with my eyes wide open but it hurt to close em. when i got back to my room he damn near laid me out "i told you stay on my belt til im done, didnt i say that? i didnt want you to get me breakfast, you see what you did?" then i started crying and he massaged my legs, too scared to touch anything else.

all my homegirls were lined up by my door tryna see if i was okay, stroking my hair helping me to my bed, bringin me juice my favorite kind too APPO! idk how many people i told but i had 30+ missed calls when i got up. dont ask me how john transported me to his house without me knowing, i got on my night gown and everything and im cleaned off. <333333

my baby is totalled, like her steering wheel is in the engine and my gears wont shift, straight smokin like the insides caught fire from the crash, if you could see the front of my car you'd wonder why i aint dead or wrapped up in some body cast, chick in the next car is fucked for life, one because im hurt, two because she was driving on her LP (learners permit) with no supervision so yuhhh, glad im okay. thanks to the bitches that were concerned when i only said i was hurt, fuck you slores that wanna be all extra "oooh are you okay." now that i said my car is totalled. well anyways john is about to feed me. click the "here's" below to see pictures of my injuries & other junk.

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aerin | whippin a nissan | fedex / kids footlocker employee | cakin' | journalist x talent promoter | stacked & thick
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