let me kick back relax & listen to coodi, (if you heard the intro to day & night you'd know what i mean) but chea man. im on this insane high & i dont wanna come down from it, i never really needed weed to get high cause i get so geeked off the simple shit in like the smoke would just ruin it. if i think hard enough i can halucinate w. my own visions.
i gained ten lbs, so thats my initiative to get my fat ass back up & lose this last 50. im too zoned out to excersize right now thoe, for the life of me i dont know why i keep spacing out. i did it this morning picking my god baby up, staring at the red light, not paying attention to anything i just completely missed the light & had to wait again, right now im spaced out i can totally feel little empty bubbles drifting thru my head, im not even watching the screen im more so staring at it since my fingers already know where to go. excuse my typos, im not really in the mood to correct em.
last time i zoned out like this is when don told me i was acting different & we couldnt speak anymore, nah he aint dump me we were never together. but i really lost my mind back then. hell its the exact same day a year later, go figure that one.
i need some icecream three good movies & a quiet house so i can hibernate. im stressing out for no reason. "/
sidenote: my car is clean. ^_^
