
& today may seventeenth i give it all up, ive completely accepted the fact that we are over, the more i try to convince myself this could quite possibly work, i just sicken my self a lil more. i cant better yet i dont want to want it more than he does. implied doesnt cut it, its kinda hard, never fell in love with anyone before. but he needs to do him & i me.
"so i think im just about over being your girlfriend im leaving, im leaving no more wonderin what you've been doin where you been sleeping im leaving im leaving"
so sick, of wondering & waiting. fuck it all.
if its
meant to be itll be amirite?
<3