I'd apologize to my niggas but I gotta do dis for da ladies.
For all da men who wouldn't put their woman before a Mercedes.
But still have da balls to lie and say dat they want their babies.
Start a family, No shawty, he's not lying... but he's playing.
He hurts you time and time again but you keep on staying.
he tells you dat he's sorry but he don't mean it all da way.
He wants to let it go but he's afraid he'll hurt his baby.
Not man enough to walk away too pussy to tell da truth.
When yall part and you come walking back to him it's proof.
Dat you would do anything for him and make yourself look like a fool.
It's sad huh? what insecurity can make a nigga do.
It's not dat he don't love you, because I'll bet you dat he do.
It's just dat da feeling faded so at times he's not so sure.
Dat da relationship and all da shit you been through is what it's worth.
Hows a man a real man and he can't tell you dat he's hurt.
He can't share with you his feelings, so how are you supposed to make shit work?
You're tired of da circles you just want them to end.
You reminisce about good times you had when it first began.
Is it enough to hold on to when you feel dat its da end.
you wonder if it ended would you still remain as friends.
It'd probably hurt too much huh? Da memories dat you'd have.
Da beginning of da end da thoughts could only make you sad.
all da time you wasted, I'd bet dat would make you mad.
A love lost? I bet you dat was never in da plan.
You don't know how you got there, you just know your heart's in pain.
Neverending tears falling down like pouring rain.
You sit around wondering if he feel da same.
He comes crawling back apologizing but its game.
You don't care you love him and you miss him, you believe
Its not so bad anymore your heart just feels relieved.
He says dat he missed you and without you happiness is not achieved.
He corrects no mistakes he made, da same problem is conceived.
Same rollercoaster different ride, you know just what I mean.
Grown ass man but sometimes acts like he's sixteen.
You know da only way to stop it is to get da nerve and leave.
You don't think in your mind dat "he'll keep hurting me".
Da only person dat can make you happy is yourself.
Da person dat you're with is only supposed to help.
Just stop dealing with da bullshit and don't put yourself through hell.
Because all of dat shit aint no good for your health.
Words of wisdom:
I've been on both sides of da fence.
Neither one of them is greener.
Da only thing for you to do is put da past behind you and leave it there.
Make your happiness a "Movement" and keep it moving.
i didn't write that: but i liked it.
