in order to follow me on here since i dont have the link directly is to go on your dashboard & click add its the button right next to manage. make sure you do it pubicly so i can add you to my list. <3

xoxo

i said have fun with that.



i delete five texts; every time my inbox gets full.

ten warning signs that you may be addicted to any web site

1. that website is your home page.

2. you update your info more than twice a day.

3. you have over 500 "friends" half of whom you've never actually met.

4. ss soon as you step away from your computer you're on the website from your phone.

5. you are a stalker. you qualify as a stalker if you

a) click on someone's profile more than once a day even if they haven't messaged or commented you
b) constantly lurking
c) actually go to a place mentioned on someone's page in hopes of seeing them in real life.

6. You change your profile picture more than a thirteen year old girl.

7. You have checked your page while reading this article.

8. you clean up solely to take pictures

9. you havent logged off longer than eight hours

10. you change your relationship status just to mess with people.

are you addicted ?

so i'm gettin my daily dose of free gay porn when im watchin this video clip & im like is that my ex ? watchin like that nigga is tall as fuck & hes high yella & his facial features matched to a t. i coulda denied it til i saw the tattoo "TITAN". enough fuckin said. so i call him up.

me: you up ?
him: nah, sup thoe ?
me: you would never guess what i just saw
him: yo shadow ? more winter ?
me: fuck you.
him: when ?
me: you ever been on thebaitbus.com ?
-click

confirmed.
the hell ? what the hell ? what the fuck ? seriously ? mayne nah. im fuckin disgusted & all you niggas are homosexual in my eyes. fuckalladat. yenno you gotta sign a release form before they post you up on these websites, so he knew what he was doin.

http://thebaitbus.com/t1/pps=comein/page95.htm

for those who dont wanna click i'll post his video clip info. i had to search 95 pages for this shit.

What's up guys, how ya'll doing this week? Good, I hope, if not you'll be happy with what I've got for you guys this week. We were fucking around when we see this really tall guy just waiting around on the sidewalk. We pulled up and asked him what he was up too. His name was Titan and it was a perfect name being that he was 6'9. Yeah 6'9, and you know what they say about really tall guys, they either have really big dicks, or really big socks. So we convinced him to take a ride with us to do a little documentary. He really didn't want to go, but let's just say Cameron convinced him. Once he got on he was melting all over her, doing everything she said. Next thing you know he was getting his dick sucked by Jamie, with the blindfold on. When he saw Jamie it was crazy, everyone was a little scared of what he might do. But we calmed him down, propositioned him, and then we got some nice footage of him fucking the shit out of Jamie. This guy had a really big dick, so Jamie was loving every moment of it.

GAY; that is so fuckin gay. like soooo fucking gay. idk what else to type, my mind was blown. what a fuckin waste of a man.

so, the homeboy calls me like ashlee blogged about the recent situation. me not really being in the mood to click i ask him to read it word for word to me.

the way shes tellin the story makes no sense. i said shes fake, shes blowin up about a pregnancy which i really couldnt give a fuck about. the pregnancy has nada to do w her being fake does it ? there have been plenty of fake bitches & ion see how me sayin shes fake has anything to do w that right there but okay.

so anyhow he continues to read & i stop him right after the part where shes like
"it only makes me wonder what she would say about me and/or my child behind my back. "oh Ashlee and her bastard daughter." =/" i had him im me the selection.

the fuck ? where the hell is she makin this shit up from, ask everyone i know, shes never the topic of conversation & neither is her daughter unless im talking to her & its rare i ask her about her kid.

from that point im extremely blown. is she really serious ? far as disrespect, i cant respect someone who isnt real. if you gone go around flaunting someone elses pictures & you cant keep up w the lies you're telling something is wrong w that. so what i called the baby a bastard, thats what it is right ? all bullshit aside.

but anyways ima dictate ole girls side of the story. from the summertime i just thought i was getting fat.
- pause from the summertime ? you're only two months pregnant.
this baby is putting my basketball career on the line.
-pause again; so if you play basketball why would you "just be getting fat" ? i aint never seen a fat basketball player.

shes all like add my myspace & see the people who know me talkin about my baby. it wasnt that serious to add her myspace but anyways im lookin at the one fucking picture w six comments three of which were from her of people saying aww you're pregnant. thats ya proof aww you're pregnant ?b

ut at the end of the night she admitted she was fake & deleted her profile & myspace. but pardon the fuck outta me for sayin the word bastard like i aint give a fuck.

the most puzzling part of all this shit is how she was all on the wrong side of the fence. & for the record being woman enough to say what you had to say would be to directly say it to me, not wonder if ima ever read ya blog to find out what you meant.

like i said friday, im cool on you. meaning whatever you have, had or thought to say has no barrings on me. i dont give a damn. cause how can you be two sided & think that shit is cool ? one day im such an awesome friend & the next day you're wondering if im gossipin about you & ya kid. noone i know, knows you. why would i randomly be like ashlee & her bastard kid ? where is ya mind at ashlee ?

let me speak directly to you. miss me w all that phony ass shit you blogged about, if you had a problem w the shit i said, you shoulda stepped right then & there but what did you say ? that was mean koko. what a great fuckin way to air it out. that was mean solves a whole lotta bullshit, cause we're both four years old ? ridiculous. fuckin ridiculous. woman enough my ass. a real woman would address the problem & not sugar coat the shit. noone mentioned beef so again miss me w that bullshit i cant believe you. like i seriously cant, i truly assumed you were better than that. you shoulda known i would never ever disrespect you.

here we go again, since my blog mysteriously got removed i shifted over here. ya like ? i like it. the name is gay, but im remaining in my mickeyB phase of life currently. my true self, the spoiled little diva. :]

anyways since all forty seven posts have been deleted, like i didnt pour my heart out ranting & raving about my boy problems & friend issues.

i've clearly decided its fuck you you & you. if it has nothing to do w me i am not concerned, if it wont pay my bills im not concerned, if i've heard it before miss me w the bullshit yenno.

current hiatuses; crushspot & tumblr.
i should follow suit w d'angelo, but i like the fact my boyfriend & i have matching screenames. ♥

i updated my flickr album, just one photo but thats all i really needed. i've also convinced my pastor that borrowing his laptop should be a permanent thing. ♥ i downloaded photoshop & ive started on somethings. as much as i cant stand rihanna, she was the first person that came to mind, wanna peep game ? add me on flickr & i'll put you on my family list.

since like everybody is on drakes nuts, my layout is drake, yeah i know similar to my kelis one but whatever. my fucking blog got deleted. i was listening to replacement girl when i thought of what i wanted to do. drake was nice on there, after that i stopped listenin to him. lmao.

awww, whitney's bloggin like a good girl.

tis all [♥].

xoxo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlrmsOTi5uw


just watch & see.

you say you love me
& when we fuck you call out my name
but deep in my gut something's telling me
all that shit is game.

you say you need me
so i do my best to be available at all times
so i'm trying to understand why all of sudden here come the lies

you say you want me
i give u all of me, and then some yet everytime
i look up you got yo ass in some muthufuckin' club

you say a whole lotta shit i guess,
to get what you can get be it money or yo dick licked
now i understand why some
of these niggas call some of us bitches

cause you say you real and i believed you
right from the start
but you can't play a player baby
well maybe if that playa had a heart

but see i played that part once before
& swore i never darken that door, again
& that's why i fuck you
but i make love to yo best friend.

xoxo

aerin | whippin a nissan | fedex / kids footlocker employee | cakin' | journalist x talent promoter | stacked & thick
basically, i do me the best way i know how. MY BLOG, MY THOUGHTS, MY FEELINGS, if YOU have a problem w. anything you've seen or read here thats not MY concern. click the x or backtrack. i'll be moving to my own personal HTTP:// soon. -mick boogie *
sidenote : mickey, koko, illa = me.

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